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[Jul. 25th, 2008|09:24 pm]

birls

[lovejacq]
[They're telling me to be | loving]

Hello people, 
I'm a singaporean, feeling kind of bored. 

My name is JAVE!! Baby loves to shout "JAVELIM!!"



This is a photo taken today when we went to bugis.

I was digging out some old photos last night,
and many memories of girlfriend and i flashed back like so quickly.
I was seriously grinning from mouth to mouth for hours, hah.
This's so silly.

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Pride and Honeymoon (similar to pride and prejudice only not at all) [Jul. 25th, 2008|10:07 am]

birls

[happykid72853]
First we went to pride with my in-laws and our famous wedding planner, then we went to visit mickey and minnie :-)

The wife and I :-)



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[Jul. 25th, 2008|09:41 am]

literaryquotes

[yourbitterhero]
Jack Daniel's and Ginger Ale and another Bell's and another Bell's. I am drinking and spitting and screaming and dancing between two different worlds and oh I guess that's about it really. I'm telling you now for real I'm telling you that's my life this second and there's nothing more than life this second unless fuck it unless you count the shit of the past and the death of the future and the shit you forgot and the pain you remember and the dreams that you stifle the music you make the life you surrender the world you're resigned to the job that'll kill you the girls who don't like you the dad who left you the mom who raised you the schools that fail you the stepdad who saved you the dreams that mock you the death that awaits you the love that escapes you and the love that'll find you in a world that just fucking doubts you and the pain of this second the pain of this second the pain of the next one too.


Bryan Charles, Grab Onto Me Tightly As If I Knew The Way
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My dearest Boston-area birls and trannies [Jul. 25th, 2008|08:53 am]

birls

[imamirage]
[Tags|, ]
[They're telling me to be | excited]
[The noise from the walls is |The Dead Milkmen]

So, a few of us have been discussing a day for competitions and general birl/trans hangout. So, Boston people, what do you say?

We need people to participate in a crotch grabbing competition among other things... and there will be more (like, uh, the exact date) soon. It'll be mid-late August, anyway.

You in?
-Mx. Mirage
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[Jul. 25th, 2008|01:38 pm]

literaryquotes

[petite_star]
If you listen, you can hear it.
The city, it sings.
If you stand quietly, at the foot of a garden, in the
middle of a street, on the roof of a house.
It's clearest at night, when the sound cuts more
sharply across the surface of things,
when the song reaches out to a place inside you.
It's a wordless song, for the most,
but it's a song all the same, and nobody hearing it
could doubt what it sings. And the song sings the
loudest when you pick out each note.



Jon McGregor - If nobody speaks of remarkable things.
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[Jul. 25th, 2008|03:53 pm]

tattoo_ink

[tattooangel]


by Vyacheslav Sazanov

to see details )
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24. [Jul. 25th, 2008|07:28 pm]

literaryquotes

[feirith]
You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won’t tell you that he loves you, but he loves you. And you feel like you’ve done something terrible, like robbed a liquor store, or swallowed pills, or shoveled yourself a grave in the dirt, and you’re tired. You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and you’re trying not to tell him that you love him, and you’re trying to choke down the feeling, and you’re trembling, but he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist, and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you’ve discovered something you didn’t even have a name for.

- Richard Siken
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[Jul. 25th, 2008|01:26 pm]

tattoo_ink

[skinny_nana]

well im going to have my first tattoo in about 2 months from now... im planing to have a small star tattoo low on my left hip bone i know its going to heard because of the bony area  but i really want it .. anw i want to know how is gonna cost a small tattoo like that ,about the aftercare how long can take to heal and about the cream and the washing soap do i get these from the tattoo studio or from some pharmacy??
thats the size of the tattoo i want to make ...  

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[Jul. 25th, 2008|04:28 am]

literaryquotes

[strinky]
[The noise from the walls is |Ave Maria - Josh Groban]

It seems to me that if you or I must choose between two courses of thought or action, we should remember our dying and try so to live that our death brings no pleasure to the world.

- John Steinbeck, East of Eden
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[Jul. 25th, 2008|08:21 am]

fruit_boy
[Current Location |Manchester]
[They're telling me to be | aggravated]
[The noise from the walls is |VNV Nation :: Genesis]

An ickle lie in would have been nice this morning......

But but between [info]flossdog jumping on and off the widow cill and [info]gibson_boy pottering around on the wooden fllor, it just didn't happen. So instead I am awake!!!

'Suppose it does give an opportunity to make some progress in the back bedroom.
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[Jul. 24th, 2008|11:18 pm]

sonotright
It's been awhile and I've been extremely busy. So here's a quick update...

-No one has rented my apartment yet. I feel like I've let a million people in to view it and the landlord says she's only gotten two applications and they were both incomplete. I don't know if I believe that or not.

-I painted my new room at Billy's last weekend. A dusty-ish purple color. Jason is going to help me put down a new floor soon, so yay!

-I'm going to finish moving in over the weekend. My stuff will all be kind of piled in a corner somewhere because I can't do much until the floor is down. Oh well. I'm patient.

-Today was my last day with the kids. I have to go in for all the lovely cleaning and whatnot tomorrow, but then I have four weeks off. I'm glad I get to sleep in and have a break from the kids, but I'm sad to not get any paychecks.

-One more week with the youth group. And I am definitely sad about that. I'm going to just be an emergency sub for the sound team after September. Doubling up with my work with the kids there, though.

-So freaking many changes all in one week. I feel like my entire life is changing and it mostly really is.





That's probably about it. I feel rushed in everything I do since I have multiple things scheduled for every day. I miss my friends. I miss sleep. I miss Degrassi. I miss getting to breathe.

Thank God for this vacation.
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Prairie-girl [Jul. 25th, 2008|12:14 am]

birls

[blackcatinbree]
[The noise from the walls is |Who Will Save Your Soul? (live at VH1 Storytellers) ~Jewel]

Hi, I'm Joey, aka [info]blackcatinbree. I'm looking for friends and people who I have stuff in common with.

I'm a long-time reader and occasional commenter here on birls. This is my official introduction. I'm 22, a lesbian, and I live in St. Andrews, Manitoba, Canada, which is just north of Winnipeg. I like wine and cats and tattoos and words. I wish I was Jewel and I want to marry k.d. lang. ^_^ I just had my heart broken hard by a girl who was still in love with her ex, and I'm still reeling.

This is what I look like:

Photobucket

And my favourite self-portrait )

I'm not a tomboy. In fact, I identify moreso as a femme, but I've learned over the last few years that I'm extremely attracted to women with a dominate personality and bonus points if they dress in men's clothes. When I first came out, I dated a girl who was more femme than me, and for such a long time, and many months into the relationship, I couldn't figure out why I wasn't happy. I did a lot of reading, and eventually understood what the 'top' and 'bottom' of lesbian relationships meant. Does anyone else remember when they truly understood that dynamic? Or is it not as significant for other people as it was for me?

I've been single for a while now. I spent the whole winter and spring bitching about how I wish I was in the gay community. Recently, I've been throwing myself into new situations, meeting people online, and dating a lot. I'm starting to see just how damn small this community is, and now that I'm in, I want out! I didn't do the drama thing in highschool and I sure as hell feel too old to be doing it in my twenties! Are other cities the same or is it just because everyone knows everyone in Winnipeg regardless of sexual orientation?

Everyone I've met says I don't look gay, no matter how many men's shirts I wear. Being off the gaydar poses a huge problem. I have pride buttons on my bag, for god's sake. And I don't wear makeup in the summer. I find when I dress girly, I feel vulnerable, like I'm saying to the world, 'Pick me! Pick me!' Power only in beauty. But when I dress more like a guy, I feel strong. I feel like I could flirt with that cute Starbucks barista. I feel respected. Still, inside, the girly-girl is *me* and I'm happiest when I'm the 'bottom' in a relationship. My feminist side is rolling her eyes. Who else can relate?

Picspam )
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la virgen wendy de guadalupe. [Jul. 25th, 2008|02:03 am]

tattoo_ink

[is_this_sky]
at this exact moment, i'm waiting for my dog to stop laboring and actually give birth, so i figured i'd kill some time and give you something new to look at. )





also, for those of you who like to wear clothes, check out craig beasley's (don't act like you've never heard of him) latest venture, FOR THE HELL OF IT! clothing.
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Rent Girl by Michelle Tea [Jul. 25th, 2008|01:35 am]

literaryquotes

[chreid]
[They're telling me to be | sick]

     I was twenty-one years old but inside I felt thirty, thirty-one. I hated revealing my age to anyone because it gave them the wrong idea about me. It gave them the idea that I was young when inside I felt ageless, that I didn’t know much when really I knew more then they did. I thought that I felt thirty-one, thirty-two years old, but I was wrong Now that I am thirty-two I can feel how it feels and it does not feel twenty-one So I was the sort of twenty-one year old who believes that deep in their soul they are thirty, thirty-five, which really is such a twenty-one year old way to think.
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'Those lily lips, his cherry nose...' [Jul. 25th, 2008|12:35 am]

beatlepics

[4you_blue_jway]
[They're telling me to be | accomplished]

Here they are, as promised, 73 wonderful [well, I like them, anyhow] screencaps of Pyramus and Thisbe.
This comes from the dvd 'Fun with the Fab Four' [which I got on sale for like 8 or 10 bucks at I think TJ Maxx].
Anyroad, on to the fun!

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Neil Gaiman, "American Gods" [Jul. 24th, 2008|11:40 pm]

literaryquotes

[zbg97]
[They're telling me to be | contemplative]
[The noise from the walls is |Moby -- "Living"]

     No man, proclaimed Donne, is an Island, and he was wrong.  If we were not islands, we would be lost, drowned in each others' tragedies.  We are insulated (a word that means, literally, remember, made into an island) from the tragedy of others, by our island nature, and by the repetitive shape and form of the stories.  The shape does not change:  there was a human being who was born, lived, and then, by some means or another, died.  There.  You may fill in the details from your own experience.  As unoriginal as any other tale, as unique as any other life.  Lives are snowflakes - forming patterns we have seen before, as like one another as peas in a pod (and have you ever looked at peas in a pod?  I mean, really looked at them?  There's not a chance you'd mistake one for another, after a minute's close inspection), but still unique.
     Without individuals we see only numbers:  a thousand dead, a hundred thousand dead, "casualties may rise to a million."  With individual stories, the statistics become people - but even that is a lie, for the people continue to suffer in numbers that themselves are numbing and meaningless.  Look, see the child's swollen, swollen belly, and the flies that crawl at the corner of his eyes, his skeletal limbs:  will it make it easier for you to know his name, his age, his dreams, his fears?  To see him from the inside?  And if it does, are we not doing a disservice to his sister, who lies in the searing dust beside him, a distorted, distended caricature of a human child?  And there, if we feel for them, are they now more important to us than a thousand other children touched by the same famine, a thousand other young lives who will soon be food for the flies' own myriad squirming children?
     We draw our lines around these moments of pain, and remain upon our islands, and they cannot hurt us.  The are covered with a smooth, safe, nacreous later to let them slip, pearlike, from our souls without real pain.
      Fiction allows us to slide into these other heads, these other places, and look out through other eyes.  And then in the tale we stop before we die, or we die vicariously and unharmed, and in the world beyond the tale we turn the page or close the book, and we resume our lives.
     A life that is, like any other, unlike any other.
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[Jul. 25th, 2008|12:56 am]

literaryquotes

[yourbitterhero]
"What is best in life?"

"To crush your enemies see them driven before you and to hear the lamentations of women shit I fucked it ask me again."

"What is best in life?"

"To hear birds in the morning or you wake up and it's raining and the rain on the window going pitter-patter when it's cloudy and dark and your head's like a brick and you don't wanna move so you wait so you pull up the covers not this sounds way too gay I gotta start over I hate my voice ask me again."

"What is best in life?"

"To be at the movies at the East-Towne 5 and you're holding her hand and you feel her blood going through her hand up into your body and the planets are crashing the world is dying but none of it matters the sound of her body it's humming the ions in the weird darkness her beauty could turn you to stone and you know without knowing that you are alive and what it means to be dead and you wanna go way out further than you've ever gone before but everything's gone or slipping away and holding on to love is like hugging fog I'm falling to pieces ask me again."

"What is best in life?"

"A bright white moon hovering over the swamp and the fireflies at the window all spelling your name and lighting the way to no fuck wait."

"What is best in life?"

"The longing the waiting the mystery the silence."

Bryan Charles, Grab Onto Me Tightly As If I Knew The Way
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Pic Request [Jul. 24th, 2008|09:30 pm]

beatlepics

[aneuhaus]
[Current Location |Somewhere in the black mining hills of Dakota]
[They're telling me to be | ecstatic]
[The noise from the walls is |Rocky Raccoon]

Here is the pic that mypaulie requested. To quote Sally from "Peanuts", "Isn't he just the cutest thing?"



I will still do the spam, because now I'm all excited over Paulie and his pretty face.
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In a rut... [Jul. 24th, 2008|09:58 pm]

punk_makeup

[missghoulina]
So i feel like i cant do makeup anymore! I can never figure out what colors to wear anymore....i havent had all pink hair before so does anyone have any inspiration pictures of you or other people with sweet makeup and pink hair??

Heres what i've been doing lately...



No shadow, liquid liner and false eyelashes...very boring. I need help!
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paul and george, george and paul [Jul. 24th, 2008|10:03 pm]

beatlepics

[limb]
[The noise from the walls is |stones]



Read more... )
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